beautiful lyrics to a beautiful song that has been on repeat on my ipod for some time now..check it out..

                       "Be Without You" by Mary J. Blige

I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
Oooo (oh, oh, oh, oh) oooo

Chemistry was crazy from the get-go
Neither one of us knew why
We didn't build nothing overnight
Cuz a love like this takes some time
People swore it off as a phase
Said we can’t see that
Now from top to bottom
They see that we did that (yes)
It’s so true that (yes)
We’ve been through it (yes)
We got real sh** (yes)
See baby we been...

Too strong for too long (and I can’t be without you baby)
And I’ll be waiting up until you get home (cuz I can’t sleep without you baby)
Anybody who’s ever loved, ya know just what I feel
Too hard to fake it, nothing can replace it
Call the radio if you just can’t be without your baby

I got a question for ya
See I already know the answer
But still I wanna ask you
Would you lie? (no)
Make me cry? (no)
Do somethin’ behind my back and then try to cover it up?
Well, neither would I, baby
My love is only your love (yes)
I’ll be faithful (yes)
I’m for real (yes)
And with us you’ll always know the deal
We’ve been...

Too strong for too long (and I can’t be without you baby)
And I’ll be waiting up until you get home (cuz I can’t sleep without you baby)
Anybody who’s ever loved, ya know just what I feel
Too hard to fake it, nothing can replace it
Call the radio if you just can’t be without your baby

See this is real talk
I’m always stay (no matter what)
Good or bad (thick and thin)
Right or wrong (all day everyday)
Now if you’re down on love or don’t believe
This ain’t for you (no, this ain’t for you)
And if you got it deep in your heart
And deep down you know that it’s true (come on, come on, come on)
Well, let me see you put your hands up (hands up)
Fellas tell your lady she’s the one (fellas tell your lady she’s the one, oh)
Put your hands up (hands up)
Ladies let him know he's got your love
Look him right in his eyes and tell him
We’ve been...

Too strong for too long (and I can’t be without you baby)
And I’ll be waiting up until you get home (cuz I can’t sleep without you baby)
Anybody who’s ever loved, ya know just what I feel
Too hard to fake it, nothing can replace it
Call the radio if you just can’t be without your baby

To you PBs, the bestest best friend in the whole wide world

I Misssss uuu can't wait to see u

Narz

(I hope you don't kill me for putting up your adorable pix )

Love is an energy, love is a mystery
Love is meant to be true
Love is a part of me, love is the heart of me
Love is the best thing we do

I love love love Ashlee Simpson's new song..those are lyrics from her new song "L.O.V.E."... the rhythm pumps me up so badly..and makes me even more wanna go home and celebrate my bdayyyyy..the countdown is on...11 days till bday..12 till home...so cal here i come..again

and from what i hear britney might be divorcing that scum of a husband federline..which means there's a possibility for her and justin again..how great would that be..hurry up and divorce him..ya so im all into her life..i love britney spears what can i say..except when she's with federline..so hurry up and make me proud brit

Peace out

                                                      Back here..again

So I really need to get this off my chest b/c it's been bugging me.  I'm back at Cal and it just feels terrible for so many reasons.  Everything that's close to me, that's dear to me, that I love is back home and I feel like there's nothing here for me..nothing.  If it weren't for my sister here with me I think I would go crazy.  I don't know what the hell it is about this place, you'd think it'd get better after the millionth time of leaving home and coming back, but that's wishful thinking.  It does get a little easier, but it still is horrible.  I can't take this place.  Something about it makes me cringe.  I really just want to finish and come home and be with people who I really want to be with.  Anyway, I'm really upset needless to say and I'll be fine, but I just had to get it off my chest cuz I dont' know if I can take another day like this...